Friday, March 26, 2010

THE BOY WHO STOLE MY HEART


This boy really hurt me and my pain is still present
Each day I think of him
Each day I regret it
This boy really hurt me and really still does
He wants to be friends? because?
Each time I see him I just want to die
Each time I smell him I break down and cry
He once was my refuge
He once was my safety
He really was there and now he just hates me
I once had his shoulder and his hand was mine
Once had his arms wrapped around me all the time
But those times are over and now we are through
There were some good times not just a few
Where we would laugh and say our i love you's
Now he is rude and he yells
He tells tale tells
Each time I am with him I just want to yell
He'll say his sorry
He'll feel really bad
Atleast this is what he tells me and it most times makes me rather sad
I know he once loved me
I know he onced cared
Lots of times i wished hed sttill be there
We ended with pain, unspoken words, and such
To this day we are bettter off not to talk to much
When i hear his laugh tears well up in my eyes
Because i remember such great times.
I remember the swings
I remember the words
I remember the inside jokes that weren't only yours
I remember your touch
Unfortunatly i say
I dream about it each and every day
And the day i don't dream i think really deep
Sometimes so deep i wont even sleep
You've cost me my heart
You've cost me my black art
I use to be cunning and koi
Now all i have is an open stye
My heart is open and now infected
I tried to close it but you left me injected.
I don't know what to do
I obviously can't talk to you
Sometimes your sweet
Most times now your sour
What happen to our love where is the power?
I started off saying this boy really hurt me and my pain is still present
And now it is time i must confess it.....
I was mad and i know it, i was wrong
The minutes without you were just to long
I was rude i was mean
I was insensitive to your feel....ings
I wish i could hug you and make you feel better
I wish i could see you now that i have become your debtor as you are mine
I needed to get over you and i am now here
Writing this poem covered in tears.
Once when we were in love i whispered in your ear
Once when you loved me i was filled with cheer.
I see you we once said
YOU...........ME..........TOGETHER........FOREVER....... . . .. . . .
If only that were true
Hun i still love you........
I have tried to stop i have tried to quit
But you keep coming back like a first aid kit
You make my wounds and sew them back up
You challenge my sanity and warm me back up
I wish you were with me i wish you still cared
You really hurt me and now you are no longer there

Under a bridge we wrote our names
I feel as though i am locked up in chains
Your spirit has a hold of mine
For a reason unknown
Please let me know so that i might grow...

ToGeThEr FoReVeR a story once told
That which is now.......sold
Good bye till the end good bye till the beginning which ever it is
When ever you see me
Good bye for now good bye forever
no chance await no chances no never....
kc this WAS you and me

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