you have control of my feelings
the days go by and I don't know why
I don't even want to try
NO more shall I cry
I just want to say good-bye
I loved you....
why do I still ache why do i still care
when everyday you give me another tear
like a rip and a paper cut
lemon juice is squeezed
rubbing alcohol is used to tease.
my hands are bruised and my heart is full of ache
my feelings for you no one can re-make.
when you would touch my skin even only for a second there was something there
you did care!
the moments with you never seemed to last long enough
life without you is really tough.
be there or be not
of this tell me NO LIES
every second you wait my spirit dies
the truth needs to be said
or my tears will soon rot my bed
why can't you put your hand on my head
my heart is in me sinking like lead.
can't you tell me everything is alright?
why can't you hold me tight!
but no.....
you are no longer there
you are not allowed to care
so neither should I
I say I don't, I say I am done, and we are through,
but in my head and in my heart i still think of you...
especially when nights get cold or day become long
I think of you till the night or day is gone.
I remember melting I remember your touch
I only dream and think about it way to much.......
get out of my head get out of my mind
leave me be, from this time!!!!
no matter how hard I try you will remain
my heart is your home now locked up in chain.
my heart is vacant of everything except pain
everyday i go through this and my happiness leave through this drain.
vacant is your home in my heart
VaCaNt......vAcAnT.....VACANT.....
but its not true......
there is truth, just a few in that i love you.
I lie.... hiding the feelings deep within my heart no longer can trick me
I can't lie to myself
to be or not to be.....
this is not me
a tear comes to my eye when I think about the good times
make the memories go away
i want to keep them but they cannot stay
or else they will waste my life away!
I need to breath again.... I need to live again
why is my heart still holding on?
you took me with you when you left
but there no way to charge you for theft.
I know no me no more
For my happiness is being burned to the CORE
I've been lost, at least since your leave
for I am alone with none to cleave.
